al..sometimes it's good to cry, and not hold it in... Cry and cry and cry some more..get the sadness and disappointment out...maybe then like rinx said you'll look for the great things in others who are truly deserving of your affection... My dad always said (I'd laugh when he'd say it , but if you think about it it's rather deep)
I miss my peela chooori daar pajjama the one that got Torn at my mama's wedding owain owain that was my fav pajjama and dil ki beet ok i tell you (meine khud phara tha cuz my mom stiched it tight and zabardasti pehnati theen mujhay and i used to hate it heee hee hee shhhhh!!!)